October 5, 2007
Halloween! You know how Halloween is often an excuse for girls to dress up as a sexy _____? Like, Sexy nurse, sexy devil, sexy black cat? Well, this year I think I will go out as a sexy orphan. Hey, handsome. Have you seen my mom?
Ultimately, man should not ask what the meaning of his life is, but rather must recognize that it is he who is asked. In a word, each man is questioned by life; and he can only answer to life by answering for his own life; to life he can only respond by being responsible.”
Man’s Search for Meaning, p.172
September 25, 2007
When you love someone, you do not love them all the time in exactly the same way, from moment to moment. It is an impossibility. It is even a lie to pretend to. And yet, this is exactly what most of us demand. We have so little faith in the ebb and flow of life, of love, of relationships. We leap at the flow of time and resist in terror its ebb. We are afraid it will never return. We insist on permanency, on duration, on continuity; when the only continuity possible in life, as in love, is in growth, in fluidity in freedom. The only real security is not owning or possessing, not in demanding or expecting, not in hoping, even. Security in a relationship lies neither in looking back to what it was, nor forward to what it might be, but living in the present and accepting it as it is now. For relationships, too, must be like islands. One must accept them for what they are here and now, within their limits islands surrounded and interrupted by the sea, continuously visited and abandoned by the tides. Once must accept the serenity of the winged life, ebb and flow, of intermittency.
Anne Morrow Lindbergh (tumbled from Julia to Jakob)
The one semester of Spanish love song.
May 16, 2007
  • Kara: dunno somethings in the air
  • Julia: hopefully its poision
  • Kara: yeah, I'll keep my fingers crossed
May 11, 2007

This was part of a line in a scene cut from the Kevin Smith movie Chasing Amy. It was intended to be the opening scene, but was cut because it was too similar to the first scene at the comicbook convention. In the cut scene, Jason Lee’s character (Banky Edwards) Throws a garbage can through the window of a comic shop the owners of which had been insulting the quality of his work. Attached to the garbage can is a cheque (for, apparently, three times what the window it broke was worth), and a note… the note read as follows.



Dear Critics:

Thanks for the insight, but as my grandmother always said: “fuck ‘em if they can’t take a joke. And break their window.”



Kiss it,

Banky “The Hack”



P.S. I’m rich.
(from )
yay! crime!
geeky…yes….
poor sphidey…